Home
We lost ourselves [entries|friends|calendar]
Cassie

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[01 Sep 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

First day of school today and it was pretty lame.  First volleyball game tomorrow, that should be rather interesting.  I hate not having any time for anything anymore.  Things were so much easier when your clothes didnt match and boys had cooties.

 

Imagine What We Know

[20 Mar 2005|05:31pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Yay, two days in a row this is exciting :-)  Ang showed up last night while she was waiting for ash, but she ended up staying the night which i was actually very happy about, i've been lonely lately.  We went to go return Britt's camera and on the way we got stopped by a cop because ang has no tail-lights whoo hoo for me "miss I'm petrified of cops".  She couldnt find her registration so i freaked and found it for her and as soon as he went back to the cruiser w/ her info i started like hyperventilating or something and ang just laughed at me.  The cop came back and told ang to drive w/ her hazards on and make sure she doesnt drive anymore at night and get all her lights fixed.  Apparently like every light had something wrong w/ it and it looked like she was driving w/ her left directional on the entire time... just incase she wanted to turn into the woods or something.  So then ang told the cop to tell me there's no need to be afraid of THEM and then he got all suspicious and "why would you be paranoid if you havent done anything and blah blah blah"  I was still scared.  So then she was driving over a million and 7 pot holes cuz prospect st. SUCKS!!! and my stomach was like OUCH!!!  So we got back to my house and she kept making me laugh.... more OUCH!!! Tori and Mandi got in trouble and had to leave... still clueless.  "Yess there is a God... haha OUCH!!!" Anywho worked on my english project a little then went to bed.  woke up at 6 so i could leave for the vball tourney in Canton,Mass.  Ang stayed here and slept.  My team didnt do that great... we had a slow start and went 1-5 for the day *sigh*  Rachel played and set because i'm w/out an appendix and did well i'm glad she came.  So hard to sit and watch i wanted to play SO bad.  Nothing next week because of easter.

Well might be going to school tomorrow then going to my appointment w/ the doctor and trying to go to the softball tryouts not that i can do anything there either... but oh well.

<3 Cassie

2 Took A Guess __Imagine What We Know

starting fresh [19 Mar 2005|05:46pm]

Okay so my last entry.... was before Christmas and after vball tryouts.  Since then i've tried to update this thing about 5 times and somehow they all get erased when i click the little "hi i'm finished" button.  So i'm trying again and it better work. grr.

Florida was awesome i had so much fun.  Went to the pats/dolphins game and looked like an idiot w/ my face painted when they lost... but i dont care i heart them :-)  Played beach vball swam in the ocean in my clothes... well kinda got pushed in... twe eventually went to my memere's house and spent time w/ her and jay.  Spent christmas there too... weather was a bit cooler up in lake wales but i still went swimmin... played shuffleboard and dominos... whoo dominos.  Got home and ang introduced me to dustin on new years eve. (her dad's g/f's son)  The three of us hung out at some adult party for the night... super crazy but fun.  Wen snowboarding at Ragged the next day and hung out w/ dustin that night... i feel a little wierd writing about 3 or 4 months ago lol  but yeah we still talk but instead of living in florida and moving to NY... he moves to Seatle which is in a totally different time zone and on another ocean lol. 

Next story: Winter Carnival.  Well it simply rocked.  I was Junior Class Queen and we came in second... i swear we got jipped in a few events though but oh well we won the important ones.... lip sync, talent show and snow sculpture... yup we're great :-) Probably the best WC so far...cant wait until next year :-/ but that'll mean i'm a senior and that's scary.  I dont want to graduate yet.  I cant be all by myself.  I just hope vball takes me somewhere. 

Speaking of vball...So I made an 18u GOLD team, they decided to have two gold teams instead of a gold and a regular.  I'm the only setter AGAIN but i love it.  We had 3 girls quit at the very beginning so we ended up w/8 girls... its rough but we have gotten a lot better since our first tourney.  We have one tomorrow in Canton, Mass and I cant play because I got my stupid effing retarded appendix out.  I'm still going to be a cheerleader i guess you could say.  I hope they do well.  The Varsity setter for interlakes is gonna play w/ us and fill in for me Thank Goodness :-) that should help a little.

Happy birthday to me on march 3rd... big bad 17 i can legally watch rated R movies by myself... cuz that's cool :-)  Madame was gunna have my french bday party on the 16th and this is where the appendix story comes in... i didnt go to school.  Tuesday i came home and felt crappy my stomach was killing me (right under my bellybutton) so i didnt go to the sports awards banquet for bball.  Ended up puking about 5 times tuesday night/wednesday morning.  Couldnt sleep at all so came downstairs around 3:30 and tried eating crackers and only ate one cuz i thought i was gonna get sick again and eventually fell asleep on the couch.  Woke up around 4:30 and went up to my bed cuz i got cold and my mom woke me up at 8 to tell me she was leaving for work so i got up and now my stomach was killing me on the right side... bad sign : that's where jenn's pain was when she had her appendix taken out.  So my mom called the doctor and made and appointment and went to work for 1/2 hour and let them know what was going on.  While she was gone i called candi and told the french class what was goin on and why i wasnt there and talked to madame.  Went to my appointment and he wasnt 100% sure if it was appendicitis so he sent me to the hospital for blood work and a CT scan.  My white blood cell count was slightly elevated but not too much which was a little sign of appendicitis.  Then i had to drink 900 ml. of BARIUM SULFATE Suspension... yes that's BARIUM SULFATE... ya know stuff you dou chemistry experiments with.  I guess it's supposed to help them see my appendix in the CT scan.  Anywho...  Ick it was super disgusting and tasted like Chalky pina colada and liquid metal.  So after the CT scan i went and saw another Doctor who said i was gonna have to get my appendix taken out... me and my mom were saying that all day.. just take it out already... but i had to wait.  So they send me some room and make me wait until surgery.  they said it'd be around 6, i had to wait cuz there was someone else getting there appendix out before me.  IV's suck the nurses couldnt do it.  They tried the back of my hand twice and couldnt get it so they decided to go in the same hole i had blood drawn from... not very comfortable.  Finally went into surgery around 7... they did it lapriscopically so they cut three holes... one in my bellybutton.  One was for a camera and blah blah i'm just wicked sore.  Get back to my room and a bunch of people were there and i just wanted to sleep.  Nurses kept coming in all night to check my blood pressure and temp and w/e and then around 2:30 two nurses come in and say they have to move me to the maternity ward because they need the room for someone else i'm like cool cant i just sleep please.  *Sigh*  Wake up and get breakfast finally some food and something to drink other than that barium sulfate stuff.  Lets remember the last thing i ate before this all... that one cracker.  So I get OJ, chicken broth, and JELLO... good breakfast huh?  Skip called me and told me not to worry about tryouts for softball... him and mr.t will come throw me a paper ball and if i catch it, i'm on the team :-)  Mom showed up and i took a shower and the doctor said i could go home around 11 whoo hoo.  So i've been home and bored out of my mind.  I feel like i have no bellybutton and it looks like it too. :-/

Didnt get to go to the Monarch's hockey game, bought my ticket and everything i was wicked excited.  my dad got home and told me it was an awesome game.  Monarch's won in a shootout.  Oh well i guess w'll have to do another trip :-)  I think i'm going to school on monday... not sure yet.  I have my follow up appointment on monday too.  Sucks i have to miss tryouts for the second year in a row.  Last year i missed them cuz i sprained my ankle... Lucky me.

 

Lata <3 Cassie

 

2 Took A Guess __Imagine What We Know

sorry for dropping off the face of the earth...AGAIN [12 Dec 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

yeah so school sucks i miss A LOT of people but there's not much i can do about anything. Volleyball ended a while ago and our season wasnt too horrible. We actually won matches this year! we're moving up. Decided to play basketball again this year so that seems to have taken my life... not for long though... florida is capturing me and holding me hostage (w/my will) for 11 days :-) so i can play BEACH volleyball. Had JO tryouts today and last sunday and to be honest... i'm EXTREMELY nervous. There's some tough competition this year and no 17U team so i have to make the 18U team to play. All the girls trying out for the gold team and get put on the regular team will make it over me. If i dont make it... i will literally be crushed. I dont know what i'll do w/ out vball. Its my life. I guess i cant do much more than keep my fingers crossed and hope that i made a team. If not maybe i can find another team that hasnt had tryouts already :-/ well talking about it doesnt help me much... just makes me that much more nervous about the whole thing. Other than vball i've got a lot on my mind lately and it's all very confusing. I never know what i'm really thinking. Well i'm leaving for florida in 4 days hopefully that'll get somethings off my mind for a while *deep breathe*

*I'm a hopeless romantic, won't someone please sweep me off my feet*

1 Took A Guess __Imagine What We Know

i think i fell off the face of the earth?? [17 Oct 2004|10:27am]
[ mood | calm ]

Yeah i know it's been like a month but nothing too exciting has been going on and i've been super busy. Vball is getting really frustrating i wont go off on any tangents cuz i'll never get back but it's just frustrating and i cant wait until JO's. Had our homecoming last week overall it was fun but somethings just didnt feel right w/out derek... mostly the dance. I kept thinking about last year. Didnt go w/ anyone to the dance and nick didnt show up so i had fun ;-) My jaw has been locked for about a week and i have an apt. w/ an orthopedic surgeon on monday hopefully he can fix it or something... that'd be cool. The only bad thing about my apt. is i have a game in prospect mtn. so i'll be late for the game... I guess it'll be interesting to see how things go. Courtney has been here all weekend she's my little baby and the most adorable thing ever whoo :-D and just like that i'm out.

Imagine What We Know

Work Sucks [20 Sep 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Wow i hate computers. I'm cold and tired and cranky... not a good combo. Worked the Nextel race this weekend... a total of 26 hours and 15 hours of sleep since Friday. Fell asleep in almost all of my classes today and slept on the bus on the way to our game... which we won whoo hoo. Goodnight.


A feel good quiz by cerulean_dreams
your name is...
your eyesare gorgeous
your hairis envied by many
your smileradiates beauty
your bodygets a lot of attention
your hugsare loved by all who get them
your kissis sentuous
your lovespreads to all around you
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Imagine What We Know

play like they're gonna kill you... [09 Sep 2004|09:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | TBS new cd ]

Tuesday night i went and visited Derek's mom. She's the best. If it wasnt a school night i could have stayed there talking all night but you know the ol' homework was getting in the way. Had our first game yesterday vs. Raymond which was a class I school last year, and we lost 3-2. It's the first time we've played games in like 3 years so it was exciting... we were so close. By winning those 2 games, we already tied our two games from last year so it's an improvement. Tonight we played Hillsboro and won 3-1 and only had 6 girls so we had no subs. Two of the girls are swingers so they had just played 3 games for JV so i was impressed. We had fans and it was exciting... the newspaper was there which was even more exciting... they never come to our games. Anywho.. practice tomorrow and i might go walking w/ derek's mom if she calls me not quite sure what the plan is... As for school its the same ol' same ol' and getting so much work already *deep breathe* I think i work this weekend which means i'll miss the football game this weekend too :-( it's depressing i really want to go to the game but anywho i'm out... good night

1 Took A Guess __Imagine What We Know

la-di-la-di-da [06 Sep 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | Baby Got Back - #2 on top 94 whoo hoo my anthem ]

So school started wed. and what's better than crying on the first day of school? Madame started talking about derek and i lost it, i think there's just something about that room. We all decided to leave his desk empty and man i just sit there and stare at the back of the seat all of class. We've had school for three days and i've hated every minute of those three days just because i dont have much to look forward to now i miss him soo much. I went up and put flowers at the site on thursday, (friday was 2 month anniversary) and i left school early on friday to come pack cause the family was going to pittsburg,nh for the weekend to go to my aunt and uncle's camp. Had a crazy load of hw for the weekend so between that and playing a bunch of games and whatnot at camp i was pretty busy when i wasnt sleeping or eating. Went swimming and canoing came home today and getting ready to finish my hw cuz there's school tomorrow. Missed the first football game cause i was gone. I made my dad go find a paper that had the scores. I was so happy they won, so mad i couldnt be there. Anywho...Volleyball practice afterschool tomorrow and we'll find out what teams we're on and who the captains are and our first game on Wed. Should be fun i cant wait to play again we'll see how things go.

1 Took A Guess __Imagine What We Know

i surrender [22 Aug 2004|07:13pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Phantom Planet ]

so i've been working forever.... 19 hours in the last two days... oh well i'm getting $$$ so i guess its ok. Had a vball camp whoo got me ready for preseason which started last week we need more people its a little frustrating... ok alot frustrating. if we could get a few more girls things might be ok we just need some work but we have time until our first game. School starts the first and i havent done any shopping at all. This summer's sucked sooo bad. Ash is in texas until the 30th cant play vball cuz her grades werent good enough 4th quarter and i miss derek more than ever. Its been rainy and cold so i havent gone swimming much and so much for the trips to livermore as the 3 muskateers *sigh* this school year is gonna be aweful not looking forward to it at all..
Anyway trying to be positive...vball scrimmage the other day went ok better than i expected. Get the day off tomorrow so i can go to vball :-)... i miss people and need to do something before school starts.

6 Took A Guess __Imagine What We Know

I think about you all the time and i see you in my dreams... [05 Aug 2004|04:33pm]
SHORT AND SWEET
So I left for mass on monday. Went to the Yankee Candle Factory omg it was giant inside it was fun and rather interesting might i say. That night we went swimming at the hotel and Tuesday we went to the Basketball hall of fame and then went to six flags Had fun whoo hoo. And Wednesday we went to the zoo and came home. Went to my aunts house for a cookout and came home. Today i went and brought flowers up to the site ....sigh.... Tonight i'm leaving for boston and getting back late... my first day of work tomorrow.. excited and nervous... bye
Imagine What We Know

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]

Advertisement